Sorry Charlie

I was listening to news on my car radio, driving from one pt's house to another, when I heard the anchor say that Charlie Manson enjoyed a cultist celebrity status for over 50 years, and then she corrected herself adding, "Enjoying."  That phrase rolled around in my head for a moment before a I asked the question in my spirit, "Really?  Charlie Manson is enjoying something, anything just now?"

While I am no one's judge, I can hardly believe that Charlie is enjoying the poison fruit of his evil and murderous past. Although my understanding is that Manson remained unrepentant and defiant from the time he caused the deaths of seven individuals in August of 1969, until the Lord called him to answer for his deeds earlier today, November 2017, he may have repented somewhere between those fateful dates.

If Manson somehow or someway turned his heart to God and was covered by the blood of Christ, cleansing him from the blood of the innocent lives he took, he would not be enjoying that notoriety but thankful that it would not be remembered against him. If he, as I suppose he did, remained unrepentant, I cannot imagine he is enjoying being reminded for eternity of his sin and his judgment for the evil this man conjured in the hearts of others and the suffering he visited on even more still.

The truth is that "God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows" (Gal 6:7).  We know that Manson was serving 9 life sentences and denied parole 12 times as a consequence of his sins. If he did not find his way to accepting Christ before he found his way to the end of this life, his jail time would not be even a drop in the ocean of sentence coming from the Throne.

The Good News is that "The Lord is...not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance" (2 Pet 3:9).  So passionately does the Father want to keep us from judgment, "He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him" (1 Jn 4:9).

God's grace is available, the choice is yours. Jus' Say'n.

Gaining Wisdom

It has been said that "You have to be young and stupid before you can become old and wise."    While I acknowledge the truth in that statement, it's implication that wisdom comes with age is not necessarily true.  There are more than a few in the gray-haired set that are old and still stupid.  Can I get an amen?

Young and stupid can be a gateway to old and wise, if we learn from our mistakes.  If not, we simply keep making the same mistakes, learning nothing more than perhaps to perfect our mistakes.  Haven't you borne witness to folks who step into the same mess over and over again?  Sorry if I stepped on your toes.

The sure way to wisdom is to take your life and experiences to God: "If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you" (Js 1:5).  However, even here, wisdom doesn't necessarily just happen.  He does give wisdom generously but what is required of us to receive?  For instance, a pitcher throws a fast ball right across the strike zone but the batter has no bat and the catcher has no glove?  What then?

To begin with, we must truly believe God will grant us the wisdom we seek: "But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord" (Js 1:6-7).  The problem of not truly believing is that you will not be paying attention when God provides, and that distraction, like an ocean wave, will not allow you the focus to receive.

You must also be prepared for the manner in which wisdom is granted, and that, so often, comes in a very stressful and even painful way.   The stress and the pain must be embraced until wisdom's work is done: "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.  Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything" (Js 1:2-4).

So, wisdom comes freely from God but is received by us with a price - a price of faithful holding on to God's hand through the challenges and losses of life as we begin to learn what we've done (or others) to bring on calamity, and what God can do in and through us.  Jus' Say'n.

Everything I Need

I sat talking to a man who was just a bit older than myself. We were talking about his life and his circumstance. The progression of his cancer and the natural outcome of a life lived too hard and too fast, left him a shell of his former self and the look of someone much older than his years.

As we talked about his current circumstance, he looked me directly in the eyes and said, "I have everything I need."  I looked around at his cabin, which was literally falling down around us, floor sinking so much that everything tilted toward the center, mold on the walls, cobwebs as big as hammocks; furniture old, worn and covered with grime built up over years of neglect.

I didn't see anything beyond a working TV, several packs of cigarettes and a stock pile of beer in cans, that would have any market value. But he did. He had a roof (of sorts) over his head, his cigarettes and a beer when he was of a mind. He could watch TV or take a nap, and step out on the porch once in a while. His life is reduced to something very small but his needs have shrunk with them.

His faced-paced life as a drummer in a traveling band was just a faint memory. What he thought as high-life had brought him down very low in life, but he reset his expectations and has been coming to grips with what his choices have led him to. He would rather things be different but he accepts what is with acknowledgement that his life is of his own making.

But more than that, he has been awakening to his place before God and that his future is not in his hands, that God is not done with him even though it would appear otherwise given his current state of affairs. He believes his time on this earth is about over but his life is still in God's hands.

Something else he has come to see is that all the stuff he used to have and all the high-life he used to live aren't things of value. He has a really good friend, not quite as broken as he, who comes by daily and sits with him and tries to help where possible.

He is discovering that all that really matters is faith in God and the fact that he has a true friend who cares for him regardless of his circumstance. He knows that he doesn't have much as the world counts riches but he believes himself to have plenty.

My friend is learning the truth of Matthew 6:19-21,  “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."  Jus' Say'n.